Woke up at 3.30am and spent the rest of the night in that awful state of semi-conciousness where your brain is working overtime fretting about things but your body wants to be asleep. I have no idea what I was fretting about, but I have a strong suspicion that it's all related to anxiety about this scan tomorrow. I'm seriously starting to freak out about it. I've gone from being desperate for tomorrow to come so that I can find out the sex of the baby, to being terrified about the health and wellbeing of the baby. Please God let all be fine.
I have a massage today at 1pm which will hopefully relieve some of this tension that I've got building up inside. Hopefully it'll allow me some peaceful sleep tonight too.
Posted by katie at March 9, 2004 09:11 AMAccording to my clock, it is 00:52 here now, on Wednesday. Which means that you are just a few hours away from getting your scan!
You know just how excited I am about you being 'with child' (right from the begining ;o) ) and I know that you are worried, very worried sometimes, but I know that things are going to be ok. You are young, fit and healthy and there is no reason that I can think of that would cause any problems!
You have done this before, you know what to do - just lay there (with your bladder about to pop) and a grin on your face and enjoy the view!
With *all* my best wishes, I am thinking about you all today
Posted by: Boo at March 9, 2004 07:54 PM