I have an unbearable longing to be able to sleep for more than 2 hours at a time. I cannot imagine anything more blissful than a solid 8 hour sleep. I remember it, it was great, I want it back.
What makes it worse is the extremely deep state of slumber my body goes into for that 2 hour period which is for some reason filled with unpleasant and realistic dreams. When I am unwillingly ripped from my state of unconciousness I find myself struggling to separate the nightmares from reality, and am left feeling quite out of sorts for a large part of the following day.
And the muscles in my shoulders are extremely tense and painful, largely due to sitting in uncomfortable positions to feed him. Must be time to re-visit the Massage Therapist.
Posted by katie at September 6, 2004 04:10 PM