Leicester: great, drunken, exhausting, lovely, emotional
Still tired.
And in London now!
Right now I am a fucked up mess of emotion. I was keen to leave Canada and eager to see Seattle. Leaving Canada ended up being surprisingly emotional. England was supposed to be a stop gap to which I didn't give much thought other than 'great, going to see family'. Now that I'm here I'm feeling like I have to leave England all over again when I fly out next Sunday and every time I have to say goodbye to someone it gets harder and harder and I dread going.
Leicester made it all the more difficult in that I spent the night with a bunch of old friends who I love to pieces and who I *belonged* with. I wasn't different, I wasn't an outsider, I didn't have a strange accent, I didn't belong to a different culture, I was just one of them. Leaving them on Sunday morning was really tough as I realised this, and it's what I'm dreading again.
Having said that I am excited to go to Seattle, I really am. Just that it's a bit tough at the moment.
Posted by katie at July 4, 2005 08:22 PMarghhhhhhh @ being tired i could sleep for a week lololol really glad ya cant see me face on that pic cos it aint good lolololol
was fantastic meeting ya xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
lolol vera... you are fab xxxx
Posted by: katie at July 4, 2005 08:34 PM