I've been on a real downer today.
Since I started taking Zoloft again a few months ago my mood improved quite alot and I stopped feeling 'depressed' for the most part but for the last 3 months or so I've started to suffer rather horrendous PMS symptoms which last around a week and drag me back into gloomtown for the duration. I've also started to suffer some miserable side effects, the details of which I will spare you. On top of all this I've got a litany of aches and pains from carpal tunnel in my arms and wrists to 'shin splints' from running on the treadmill. I went to the Doc and have been put on some new anti depressant meds - this time 'Cymbalta'. We'll see how that goes but I'm expecting a couple of weeks of unpleasantness while my body accustoms itself to the change.
I have been feeling really anti social today (despite being very sociable and seeing plenty of friends). I'm going through this crisis of confidence where I don't feel that I fit in, where I don't think my friends could possibly like me. I also feel a bit lonely as G has been working round the clock. The sort of day I'd be better off getting into bed and sleeping through. I hope tomorrow is better.
Posted by katie at April 27, 2006 02:16 AM